Childhood sweethearts have a crush on each other BE
Song Xuannan×Lu Yu
Between Song Xuannan and Lu Yu, there was an old alley with the fragrance of washing powder, a chalk line on the desk that was secretly crossed and then hurriedly retracted, and the long summer when Zhang Zhenyue sang "Xiaoyu" in the headphones.
They are the most silent and dramatic footnotes in each other's lives. Xuan Nan remembered the sunshine on Lu Yu's eyelashes, the strawberry cake he handed over awkwardly with the words "buy one, get one free" written on it, and the look in his eyes when he looked back on the basketball court that belonged only to her. She hid every heartbeat in her diary, thinking no one would know. Lu Yu remembered Xuan Nan's trembling fingertips when she was afraid of the dark, her eyes that narrowed when she ate sweets, and all her dreams and preferences. He silently regarded her wish list as his own direction, thinking that the future was long and he could always say "like" to her.
They share the same sky, but they misjudge the weight of fate. In the midsummer after the college entrance examination, the cicadas chirped heartbreakingly. Xuan Nan couldn't wait for the college admission notice she had longed for, but she waited for her stepfather's ferocious shadow and the night she couldn't escape. She cut her wrists in despair, and the blood stained the oath of always being by each other's side and all the unspoken futures.
Lu Yu's world collapsed the moment he learned the news. He picked up her shattered dreams, carried her unrealized wish to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and walked alone into the university campus without her. Every night he stayed up late reading, every textbook filled with notes was his silent confession and repentance to the dead. When he finally got the dazzling postgraduate admission notice, he felt that his palms were hot and as heavy as a stone.
The moonlight was clear that night, just like the night they went home side by side many years ago. Lu Yu calmly washed the strawberries and placed them in front of the table. Then, imitating Xuan Nan's last gesture, he used the blade of a knife on the same wrist, ending all pain.
The "little fish" ultimately failed to catch the stars in the water. One of them was addicted to darkness, the other was addicted to nostalgia, and they both fell on the eve of the light that was within reach.
The most painful regret in the world is not that I love you but you don't know. We obviously love each other, but we are forever separated the second before we reach each other...
Purpose: Cherish life and be positive