Partial Language Dongzhi

Xia Ning Ruan's student days were unremarkable Or in other words, as long as she was alive, she had been moving forward according to the expectations of her elders, but mostly aimlessly. This is not the path she wants. But it seems that she only has this way. It seems that no one will light a candle for her until it gets dark... She is what adults call other people's children, but she is still being compared, like a black hole, her thoughts are assimilated - she has been completely paralyzed in the past. The confusion she experienced as a child, the wet pillowcase at night, and the endless quarrels and curses smoothed her last confidence. It was like she had completely changed as a person. She seemed to be more sensible, and she was still as gentle and polite, but she was not a tool that anyone could manipulate at will. She had experienced so much, and her heart was poisoned. She was no longer the child who was easily soft-hearted and cried when something happened. She had endured so much pain. Having seen so much, she seems to have seen clearly... Every winter, Xia Ningruan seems to be suffering from some strange illness. She always writes homework and runs to the school doctor over and over again for hypoxia. Therefore, whenever winter comes, according to her friends, her face is eight degrees darker than the sky at night. The hypoxia does not get better even if she sits by the window for ventilation. On the contrary, she is sent to the infirmary more frequently? ! It was hard to survive the summer, and the cicadas chirped quietly without being noisy. In that summer, the heat was real, but everything seemed to have gained vitality, and the long-lost feeling of being alive... In that summer, just like in a youth idol drama, she met someone, a childhood friend and imaginary enemy... Although her appearance alone was enough to be a top player (an evil idea from a certain fangirl), not to mention her grades. I didn't expect, I didn't expect, that you were straight? ! Tsk, being straight has nothing to do with me... (Mr. Ning's motto: Feng Xinsuo loves to make friends!). Graduation season. "Classmate Jiang Yuan, I... I like you?" A trace of mistake flashed in the young man's eyes, and then his eyes were filled with another emotion. The smile in his eyes was thick, and Xia Ningruan's face was so hot that he felt like his whole body was on fire. Why does he seem to be a different person from before... "No, no, I don't, no, I really don't, ah, ah, ah." "Then classmate Xia Ningruan doesn't like me?" "You hate me?" The young man lowered his head in disappointment. Xia Ningruan inadvertently saw the corners of his bright red eyes. He's just like a little fox. I seemed to have said the wrong thing just now. "It's okay. I was overthinking it. I thought classmate Xia Ningruan was confessing to me... It's okay." The young man suddenly raised his head, and Xia Ningruan seemed to be swallowed up by the tenderness in his eyes. "It's just that I thought we were the same" The boy's pupils as clear as sea water added a serious look "Classmate Xia Ningruan, I like you" "I have liked you for a long, long time" A touch of warm sunshine and a wisp of breeze in the afternoon made all the boy's heartbeats traceable. Yes, it's been a long time, and you've been the only one lighting the lamp for me in the dark. [Jiang Yuan, please give me your advice. Xia Ning Ruan, stay safe] Intention: My oath has fallen, you are the wind of freedom, no matter what time I will light up a light to point the direction for you