Yan Xiwu jumped off the building the day after his college entrance examination results. He had had enough of this family, but he did not die and was in a coma for a year. During the year when he was in a coma, he had many dreams one after another. When he woke up, he found that he and his crush (Yu Xing) were running in both directions. He re-entered college and went to the same school as Yu Xing. After graduation, the two devoted themselves to their respective careers, and everything was moving in the right direction. However, Yu Xing suffered a head injury during a post-disaster rescue and forgot his feelings for Yan Xiwu, thinking that the two were just good brothers. The relationship between Yan Xiwu's parents deteriorated to the extreme. He collapsed again and chose to commit suicide by drowning himself in the river. Yu Xing's memory was restored at Yan Xiwu's funeral, and he finally became a psychiatrist. Alternate between first and third perspectives
Intention: Redemption after nine deaths, beauty in the world