❄️Secret Love/Redemption/Sourness
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Under the dim streetlight, he held a black umbrella.
The blue police uniform is straight and the figure is very tall.
A pack of tissues was handed to me.
He said to me squatting on the ground without emotion: "Clean it."
The sound is as light as fog.
The outlines of the facial features are hidden in the night, making it difficult to see clearly.
Despite this, I recognized him immediately.
He tilted his umbrella, inadvertently blocking the drizzle falling on my shoulders.
I squatted down and looked up at him.
He held a packet of tissues between his outstretched fingers toward me.
The knuckles were long and the veins were exposed to the air.
I looked at him without speaking, and it seemed like a century had passed.
But his eyes kept getting hot.
It's so hot that I can hardly stand it.
I called his name very softly: "Lu Zhengyu."
The rain was as dense as a spider web, and the dim light shone through the edge of the umbrella on his silhouette.
I saw him finally raise his eyes and glance at me hesitantly and coldly.
His cold gaze met my tear-filled eyes.
Raindrops fell between us like weaving threads.
Haven't seen you for a long time.
Lu Zhenggu.
I smiled bitterly in my heart,
Why don't you recognize me yet?
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"There are your teeth marks hidden on my left shoulder near the collarbone."
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Inspired by 2025.8
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Secret love/sourness/redemption/short essay/be
Intention: Love yourself well