The Prayer Is Full of Regrets, and in the End One Person Dies and the Other Lives.

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I want to read a book similar to "She Stops Coaxing Him". I hope it's the kind of sadistic story where both parties are tortured together. It's not just about abusing the female protagonist. It can also be about two male protagonists and two female protagonists. Although it's sadistic, I hope it's the kind of two-parter kind. Do you have any recommendations?

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1 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k Wordscompleted 6.4kReads9.1Score588Shelves
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📖"If You Allow Me to Be Young Again"｜Heart-breaking and tear-jerking·The pinnacle of BE aesthetics "He lost her twice, once from disbelief and once from deep love." When 25-year-old Zhou Shi met 20-year-old Ye Qingchen for the first time, his suspicion and arrogance made him miss the opportunity to save her. After a business marriage five years later, he trapped her in the contract and probed her sincerity with indifference, thinking that the marriage was just a chess game. But she held her broken heart and said softly in the midst of illness and bullying: "Zhou Shi, I'll let you go after I walk this journey with you." He mocked her acting skills, but went completely crazy the moment she coughed up blood and collapsed. It turns out that she was already terminally ill, and all her "plans" were just tenderness at the end of her life to pave the way for him. When the diagnosis revealed the truth, he finally knelt in the snow and cried bitterly: "Please... Lie to me again..." 💔 "If I were allowed to be a teenager again, I would hug you tightly when we first met." But fate never gives mercy. What if - she died in the cold winter of that year, and he was trapped in the eternal nightmare of "too late to say I love you." 🔥Great staying power! Waiters, please prepare enough tissues!
2 She Won't Coax Him Anymore Cool Autumn DayModern Romance308k Wordscompleted 196.2kReads9.6Score43.1kShelves
3 I Died in the Year When He Hated Me the Most He Saw Qingmuchuancompleted —Reads9.7Score—Shelves
4 Mom, I Will Really Die as You Wish Ruan Si Jingcompleted —Reads9.4Score—Shelves
5 You Broke Your Promise Ten Clear Yearscompleted 158.5kReads9.5Score—Shelves
6 Bone-Eroding Sadism Hua BaoyueModern Romance534k Wordscompleted 14.7kReads8.4Score1.7kShelves
7 500 Tear-Jerking Stories of Abuse That Will Make You Cry Chen'er Who Loves to Eat Ginger Blood DuckModern Romance1.2M Wordsongoing 232Reads5.8Score—Shelves
8 Not for the Faint of Heart, Extremely Sadistic Article Who Stole My Lazy Sheep?6k Wordscompleted 300Reads8.9Score—Shelves
9 Transform Cocoon into Butterfly (Wei Wei Shao) The Two Male Protagonists Have a Good Time6k Wordscompleted 14Reads9.5Score—Shelves
10 See Summer An'an as BeforeModern Romance254k Wordscompleted 4.4kReads8.5Score925Shelves
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These days the book is one that I personally feel is very BE! If you are interested in campus literature, you can read the first four books. They are really good and readable, to the point where you can't get out of them after reading them in the middle of the night. The abuse in the last four books is almost the same. I really like the book "You Broken Promise". After reading it, it is difficult to get out of it. I have become so immersed in it that I can't get out [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]
11 Wutong Lane Song Che Doesn't Eat Fishcompleted 59.4kReads9.6Score—Shelves
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These days the book is one that I personally feel is very BE! If you are interested in campus literature, you can read the first four books. They are really good and readable, to the point where you can't get out of them after reading them in the middle of the night. The abuse in the last four books is almost the same. I really like the book "You Broke the Promise". After reading it, it is difficult to get out of it. I have become so immersed in it that I can't get out [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]
12 But the Fleeting Years Are in Vain A YingModern Romance60k Wordscompleted 1.1kReads6.0Score—Shelves
13 For the Rest of My Life, I Will Love You Till Death Ji XiaonuanModern Romance131k Wordscompleted 715Reads6.6Score100Shelves
14 Young Master Ye, Please Stop Being Cruel, My Wife Has No Bones Left. No AutumnModern Romance189k Wordscompleted 2.2kReads8.3Score232Shelves
15 After She Was Released from Prison, She Was Tortured by a Bamboo Horse Until She Became Stupid and Mute ChengzhiModern Romance166k Wordscompleted 17.5kReads8.3Score1.4kShelves
16 Jiang Feng Yuhuo Versus Chou Mian Can't PounceModern Romance54k Wordscompleted 1.5kReads7.5Score334Shelves
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These are all B stories, the plots are not very long, but they make me cry. The last one is a B story between the heroine and the second male lead. The second male character died at the beginning, and the heroine was forced to marry far away. The heroine was thinking about his little general before she died.
18 I Apply to Permanently Cancel My Account Ming YuxinModern Romance22k Wordscompleted 4.7kReads6.3Score853Shelves
19 Summer of the Phoenix Song ChenqingModern Romance22k Wordscompleted 30Reads5.2Score—Shelves
20 Changye Without Moon Wake up from Dream Very MuchAncient Romance236k Wordscompleted 98.1kReads9.1Score14.4kShelves
21 Haunting When You Return HomeModern Romance797k Wordscompleted 19.8kReads9.1Score1.9kShelves
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Without the male protagonist, the female protagonist imagined their life and finally died in depression.
22 After the Emperor Died, the Queen Supported the Princess to Ascend the Throne. Picking Peppercorns in the Sound of CicadasAncient Romance308k Wordscompleted 841Reads6.1Score118Shelves
23 On the Eve of the White-Eyed Wolf Sister Entering the Palace, the Beloved Concubine Was Reborn WaddleAncient Romance461k Wordscompleted 165.8kReads9.2Score24.3kShelves
24 He Is Hotter Than the Sun Alone for YouModern Romance1.1M Wordscompleted 60.5kReads9.3Score10.1kShelves
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The love story of a rough man and a delicate lady
25 The Poor Little Boy Was Kicked Out of the House, and Mr. Si Took Him Away to Spoil Him. Garden Full of Pear BlossomsModern Romance1.1M Wordscompleted 18.5kReads9.4Score10.1kShelves
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The poor little girl was kicked out of the house, and when she was in a state of embarrassment and helplessness, Mr. Si took her away domineeringly. From then on, he pampered her every day and protected her, allowing her to transform from weak in love and start a sweet life.
26 Eighty Thousand Springs Zhiercompleted 31.6kReads9.6Score—Shelves
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The beautiful young man who gave birth to Baozhu died just when he was about to marry the person he loved out of the righteousness in his heart. From now on, no one will shake the spring flowers from the tree for Baozhu.
27 The Love Routine of Two Top Students Fortune Cat AoModern Romance1.5M Wordscompleted 7.7kReads8.2Score1.1kShelves
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This book is very nice and very sweet. There are no clichés. I like to watch the moments from campus to wedding dress. I highly recommend this book.
28 My Gardenia In Full Swingcompleted 2.2MReads9.8Score—Shelves
29 His Sea, Her Shore BoniniModern Romance573k Wordscompleted 17Reads—Score—Shelves
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There is no doubt that it is a little sadistic novel after reading the introduction. The story progresses layer by layer. I also like the settings of the male and female protagonists. I beg the author not to stop updating it. It's so good and I love reading it.
30 Love and Regret in Campus Time Snow in Wintercompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves
31 Imperial Concubine Liang ZhiheAncient Romance190k Wordscompleted 12.7kReads8.9Score740Shelves
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This is almost the same, but the male protagonist was also older when the heroine died.
32 Next Spring Suiyingcompleted 10.6kReads9.4Score—Shelves
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BE Aesthetics. Super easy to cry. Super sad. Two cowards secretly love each other without knowing it. The writing is good and very short, but love can be revealed in every word.
33 My Husband Said There Is No Divorce, Only Widowhood Ruoshancompleted —Reads9.8Score—Shelves
34 The Magic Lamp Fell Genius Girl Catches HorseModern Romance500k Wordscompleted 13.8kReads9.3Score3kShelves
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At the end of the story, everything seemed to be getting better and moving forward, except for Chen Suiyi... Her life stopped in the most glorious years, she fought a beautiful victory with her life, and gave everyone the best gift with her sincerity, which trapped him. And Zhou Qiye, a loyal believer, put on the beads she once wore and dyed his hair blue. "The boy who smiled brighter than the sun is still vivid in my memory. The boy who smiled slyly and winked at her and asked the squad leader to help cover up. The boy who smiled casually and waved to her and said he would see the squad leader tomorrow. The boy who smiled unruly and raised his eyebrows at her and said, squad leader, don't worry, we will definitely win..." And at the end of the story, "Eighteen-year-old Zhou Qiye held Chen Suiyi in his arms and gave him the last gift, and cried all night. After crying until his eyes were bloodshot and unable to open, until his breathing became short and his chest felt tight, and until his voice became hoarse and his head hurt, Zhou Qiye finally admitted that it turned out that Chen Suiyi really... Really left him."
35 I Finally Lost You Mai Jiucompleted 7.7kReads9.5Score—Shelves
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The beginning of the story is: From now on, we can only say goodbye, not life and death. The end of the story is: I finally lost you, but I never thought I would really lose you.
36 Kiss the Mint Xu SuiModern Romance264k Wordscompleted 13.9kReads9.2Score2kShelves