I Want to Be Beautiful, Miserable and Strong, but I'm Just Pretending to Be Miserable.
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The child is short of books, please read ₍˄·͈༝·͈˄*₎◞ ̑̑It needs to be beautiful, miserable and strong, but the misery is just pretending, avoid fan fiction or Japanese comics! ! ! Please contribute your favorite books
Wen Yixing stepped on the cold cement floor with his bare feet, and the chill from his soles made him wake up completely. He reached out and touched the switch on the bedside. There was a "pop" sound, and the dim light bulb illuminated the space of less than ten square meters. Although the room is small, it is extremely clean. A few landscape pictures cut out from old magazines were taped to the wall, the only decoration in this small space. Wen Yixing dragged his aching left leg to the simple plastic wardrobe in the corner and took out a blue T-shirt and black sweatpants that had been washed white. The bathroom is at the end of the corridor and is shared by five tenants. Wen Yixing opened the door softly, fearing to wake up other neighbors who were still sleeping. Cold water slapped on his face, and he stared at the pale face in the mirror - the dark circles under his eyes were heavy, making his amber eyes look extra large. He is eighteen years old, but the man in the mirror looks much younger than his actual age. Back in the room, Wen Yixing pulled out a plastic box from under the bed, with several packages of instant noodles and half a bag of rice neatly stacked inside. He took out a small rice cooker, measured half a cup of rice, and poured some water. It was his breakfast, and his lunch—if he wasn't hungry at noon, he could save it for the evening. While waiting for the rice to be cooked, Wen Yixing sat down at the rickety wooden table and turned on the second-hand computer. After the screen lit up, he clicked on the document, which displayed an unfinished novel "Echoes of the Dark Night". This is his current only source of income - a suspense novel serialized on a literary website. It has been updated for seven months and has more than 2,000 collections. "I still can't write the third chapter..." Wen Yixing bit his lower lip, his fingers hanging above the keyboard but not falling down. The last plot written on the screen is that the protagonist discovers that his adoptive father is actually the murderer of his biological parents. This plot is so familiar that it makes his fingers tremble every time he writes about it. The time in the lower right corner of the computer shows 06:30, and the alarm has not gone off yet. Wen Yixing closed the document and opened the mailbox. There are three new emails, two are advertisements and one is from the website editor. "The meteor is great. The manuscript for Chapter 3 has been received, but the plot twist is a bit abrupt and the protagonist's reaction does not fit the character setting. In addition, the deadline is the day after tomorrow, so please submit the revised manuscript on time. PS: Last month's manuscript fee has been remitted, please check." Wen Yixing sighed and opened the mobile banking APP. The balance shows: 327.58 Yuan. This little money is not even enough to pay next month's rent, let alone send part of it to my adoptive mother's nursing home. The aroma of rice wafted over, and Wen Yixing filled a bowl with no side dishes, just sprinkled with salt. As he ate, he reopened the document and forced himself to continue writing. The keyboard made a slight clicking sound, which was particularly clear in the quiet morning. [Li Mingyuan stood at the door of the basement. In the blood-stained photo frame in his hand were his biological parents he had never seen before. The adoptive father's voice came from behind: "If I had known, I should have dealt with you as well -" As he wrote this, Wen Yixing's fingers suddenly froze. His temples were twitching, and his left leg began to ache again. This was not a fictional plot, but something that really happened to him seven years ago. But in reality, the person standing in front of him on that rainy night was his adoptive mother, and the thing in his adoptive father's hand was not a photo frame, but an iron rod. Wen Yixing closed his laptop suddenly, breathing heavily. He glanced at the alarm clock, and it was 07:15. He worked part-time at a convenience store two blocks away every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday morning, earning 12 yuan an hour and working four hours. He put on his only decent white shirt and tucked his too-long bangs behind his ears. When he was about to go out, the computer suddenly made a beep. Wen Yixing hesitated and turned back to check. A strange dialog box popped up on the screen, with no signature, and it was time to fulfill the agreement. At 3 o'clock this afternoon, about your father.] Wen Yixing's fingers hovered above the keyboard, and his heartbeat suddenly accelerated. His only memory was that his biological father died when he was three years old... A vague fragment of memory suddenly flashed - that rainy night seven years ago, before his adoptive mother pushed him out with blood on her face, she whispered in his ear: "Look for the man with the silver ring, remember, seven years later..." He was too scared at the time and just ran away. The injury to his left leg was also left at that time. He never saw his adoptive mother again, only to hear that she was sent to a mental hospital. And he had never met the "man with the silver ring". Wen Yixing stared at the message for a long time, but finally did not reply. He closed the computer, picked up his keys and cell phone and went out. But he couldn't concentrate when he was working in the convenience store. He made mistakes several times and was scolded by the store manager. During lunch break, Wen Yixing sat on the small bench at the back door of the convenience store, gnawing on expired bread from the scrapped products. He took out his mobile phone and searched for "Chengnan Abandoned Chemical Plant". The search results made his fingers tremble - that was the place where his adoptive father worked seven years ago. Shortly after he escaped, the chemical plant was closed down due to pollution problems. "This can't be just a coincidence..." Wen Yixing murmured to himself. He looked at the time, which was less than two hours before the time agreed in the mysterious message. Wen Yixing should be afraid and should stay away from that place that was obviously related to the past. But the questions from the past seven years and his adoptive mother's words "about your father" pulled his curiosity like a hook. After asking for leave from the store manager, Wen Yixing got on the bus heading to the south of the city. The scenery outside the bus window gradually turned from the bustling urban area to a desolate land, and finally the bus stopped in front of a weedy open space. "The driver shouted without looking back. After Wen Yixing got out of the car, a gust of wind smelling of rust blew in his face. In the distance, several rusty factory buildings stood like the skeletons of giant beasts in the setting sun. His left leg began to hurt again, as if to warn him not to get close to this place. But Wen Yixing has already taken steps towards the abandoned factory that may hide the truth. He doesn't know what is waiting for him. He only knows that for the first time in the past seven years, he feels so close to his past.
Super good-looking. The male protagonist is very strong. He also has a vest. The female protagonist is a weak type but very strong. Moreover, the heroine of Se Se is a lamp. When sleeping with the male protagonist, it is easy to squeeze the male protagonist dry. I am going to die laughing. The male protagonist is a fire god, hehe.
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In her previous life, my mother remarried to the Prince of Zhenbei and asked my sister and I who would go with her. My sister thought that the Prince of Zhenbei was richer than a small county magistrate, so she chose to follow her mother. I made plans for my father and brother to get them to a high position, but I thought they would care more about me, but I didn't expect that in the end they would join forces to kill me for my sister. I have to make new plans for myself and my mother in this life
This book is really well written. Human nature cannot be tolerated if it is greedy. Insatiable greed is a bottomless pit. Some people just pretend to be greedy, but in fact they have hands and feet. It is impossible for them to suffer from starvation.
In the early stage, I thought the heroine was a little white rabbit, but later I found out that she was the big boss. The male protagonist was simply not enough to look at in front of her.
Push [Sending Hearts] My heroine is definitely beautiful, strong (brain power is also a kind of strength), miserable (can it be true or fake [laughing and crying]), but she is not miserable in essence [blowing kiss]
Traveling into the world of all villains, Lu Chaochao went crazy and even feared the villains! 💥 Threatening to choke? She backhand complimented the devil about his beautiful hands, and the cold-faced devil instantly turned into a little wolfdog with red ears; the yandere prince raised his knife and said "eyes like glass" and asked him to put away the knife on the spot and ask for help! A mysterious killer comes to claim your life, and you praise him with your eyelashes until he becomes your own bodyguard! While others were desperately trying to save their lives, she tamed the dark boss into a loyal dog! Tomato's hot article "The Cleansing Plan for All Villains", the anti-routine strategy is so exciting, catch up quickly!
The male protagonist fails to steal his girlfriend, but instead seduces the puppy and makes the female protagonist take the initiative to possess him. The heroine finds out that she has been cheated, but has fallen in love with the hero, so she loves and hates him. The male protagonist had to pretend to be pitiful, and when the female protagonist's real girlfriend came over, he took off his clothes and pretended to be pitiful.