I Can Handle the Pain. Bring on the Angst! (BL)

1 鲸 Whale Falls into Abyss The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles39k WordsCompleted 28.3kReads8.1Score4.5kShelves

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I think the portrayal of emotions is very vivid and strong

2 无 The Affliction of Silence Li Huaisha287k WordsCompleted 15.8kReads9.5Score2.3kShelves

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Very sad but pure love

3 二 Erha and His White Cat Master Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat1.4M WordsCompleted 116.4kReads9.7Score22.4kShelves

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Very, very sweet

4 初 First Love Delayed Qingtianxin97k WordsCompleted 2.2kReads9.2Score151Shelves

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Deep sadomasochism, very tear-jerking

5 快 Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death Due to a Terminal Illness, the Yandere Tycoon Went Mad Seagull Swimming824k WordsCompleted 15.3kReads9.5Score2kShelves

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I highly recommend this book to babies. You must go and read it. The plot is very exciting. I cried every time I watched it. My heart ached when I cried. The author's logic is very strong and the plot is also very ups and downs. It is very immersive.

6 绝 The Stunning Villain Is Severely Antisocial Xie Buwan1.4M WordsCompleted 33kReads9.3Score7.7kShelves

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I think it's quite tear-jerking. I cried in tears most of the night.

7 马 How Can a Secret Identity Count as a Heartbreaking Twist? Xu in a Dream484k WordsCompleted 2.2kReads8.8Score361Shelves

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The abuse you want will make you cry to death

8 病 The Sickly Beauty Coughs, and the Young Marshal's Eyes Turn Red with Heartache A Sword Drawn, Wind Rises293k WordsCompleted 6.3kReads9.4Score863Shelves

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Come read this book, it's so sad and makes me cry.

9 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce Lemon and Cola379k WordsCompleted 10.8kReads9.1Score873Shelves

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The first and second books are about abuse as the main theme, 34567 is about psychological problems plus the abuse I experienced, and the last one is not about abuse, but I really wake up as soon as I wake up.

10 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live Lemon and Cola273k WordsCompleted 19.5kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves

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These books are very good. The first four are written by the same author, and they do a lot of physical abuse. I stayed up all night to follow them and I was so excited.

16 忠 Faithful Hound Qing Shisi45k WordsCompleted 3.9kReads8.6Score407Shelves

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This book is so cruel! ! ! !

17 四 Siheyuan: The Easygoing Life of a Level Three Cook Wang You'an3.3M WordsOngoing 71.2kReads7.5Score4.1kShelves

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Good-looking, very good-looking

18 不 Wait, Did We Just Switch Bodies? Huang Fei313k WordsCompleted 189Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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No, buddy, have you switched bodies? Wild Fei + Follow Book Introduction (Two male protagonists × academic tyrant × academic scumbag × double clean × campus × male author) We are not buddies, but we wake up and switch bodies? No, buddy, the way of swapping is so unique? No, buddy. Why does it smell a little bit sweet? A series of funny and relaxing events between roommates caused by an accidental body swap. Because of this incident, the two people, who were not very gregarious at first, slowly influenced and changed each other...

19 她 She Stopped Comforting Him Autumn ChillModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 89.9kReads9.6Score15.5kShelves

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A Si has always loved Qiao Qiao. "I'm sorry, Xu Si, I can't wait for you." "Little teacher, you are lying. I have eaten so much candy, why can't I be happy?" "She is eighteen years old. If she were still here this year, she would be as old as me, twenty-one years old." "Little teacher, happy birthday, happy eighteenth birthday." It's a pity that Jiang Qiao can't hear it, and will never hear it. Obviously she was only eighteen years old, but her life ended abruptly and she stayed at eighteen forever. "I miss you, little teacher." The boy's voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of grievance in the end. It was midsummer when we met, and it was midsummer when we parted. His little rose was hidden in that midsummer forever. "She stopped coaxing him"

22 谁 Since When Does the Male Lead Hold and Kiss the Male Lead’s Doormat? Dreaming of Night Plays377k WordsCompleted 58.8kReads9.5Score7.1kShelves

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The first two books are both powerful, sad and exciting, crying and laughing, insane and crazy, but they are both good-looking and very exciting. The second script is a little calmer, not as emotionally ups and downs as the first two. The writing style is very good and the emotions are very delicate.

29 旧 Old Things and New Things Poetry Without Tea102k WordsCompleted 4.9kReads5.8Score1.5kShelves

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Then you can read this book, my tears are low, I really want to faint from crying [crying] For Shen Baoshan, it is a long life with Li Chishu. For Li Chishu, it is being watered by Shen Baoshan with love in the barren soil and growing into a towering tree.

30 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did Cheng Nezha1.5M WordsCompleted 37.6kReads9.6Score4.8kShelves

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Stick to reading the first 10 worlds, there will be a surprise in the 11th world # Sad

31 仙 After the Immortal Venerable Was Publicly Jilted, She Became the Emperor’s Wife Nan QiluMartial Arts496k WordsCompleted 16.8kReads5.8Score2kShelves

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I like it so much, it looks great, I hope you like it😍

35 穿 The Villain Master Dressed as the Yandere Male Protagonist Cup Full of Passion Fruit441k WordsCompleted 865Reads9.3Score170Shelves

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This is a super good book. The male protagonist's master tortured him to death in his previous life. In the end, the male protagonist wanted to kill his master. However, the master in this life always traveled back in time. The two wanted to kill each other at the beginning, but they deviated from the original track when they got along time and time again. He misjudged his master's actions time and time again, and watched from the sidelines curiously to explore and understand. He couldn't help but change from hatred to love. I quietly reminded you that there are many things in it.

36 别 Come and Be Safe Classmate Xiaoyan598k WordsCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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"The Goodbye" tells the story of the reunion between Gu Zhuoyan and Zhuang Fanxin. The two were childhood sweethearts in their teenage years. They were exiled to Rongcheng by their parents because Gu Zhuoyan came out as gay in high school. They met Zhuang Fanxin again and developed into their first love. However, due to Gu Zhuoyan's revengeful mentality and character flaws, the two eventually broke up. Ten years later, the two met again at a blind date dinner and found that they had changed their lives: Gu Zhuoyan became a rebellious "non-mainstream" boy, and Zhuang Fanxin became an outstanding student. The two regained their old relationship after they became adults, experienced the process from hostility to reconciliation, and finally overcame the misunderstandings and prejudices they had grown up with and restored their old friendship.

37 抗 Anti-Japanese War: Tiger Ben? No, Please Call Me Great Power! Huang Bei 97Urban2.0M WordsOngoing 5.9kReads5.8Score680Shelves

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I don't know about the two male protagonists. I only know that there are male protagonists in this book.