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1 终 Finally Willing to Admit Defeat Spring Thunder CannonModern Romance50k WordsCompleted 5kReads8.2Score555Shelves

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There was a loud noise in the sky, and the old slave came to push the book 1. "Chu Tong," Gu Shenchi murmured with a chuckle, "I can't hold on anymore." Not long after he finished speaking, Mr. Gu died in an accident. Mountains and seas have their own return dates, wind and rain have their own encounters, difficulties will eventually be reconciled, and everything will go as planned. Although the male and female protagonists are not together, they are very real. 2. This ending is really realistic and down-to-earth. For Yu Ning, Jiang Chao is a devil and has never liked him, so no matter how many years pass, there will be no emotional basis for meeting him again. But for Jiang Chao, Yu Ning is his first love. Everyone's first love is always cherished. Even if they are separated for a long time, they can't let it go. Thanks to Jiang Chao for letting Yu Ning go in the end, and also letting himself go. 3. The heroine (Jiang Qianxi) just took a black train, but an accident happened and she was trapped for ten hours. However, 21 years have passed in the outside world, and the hero (Gu Chi) has been waiting for him for 21 years, always looking forward to the return of the heroine. Finally, the heroine came back, but it was all Gu Chi's fantasy... 4. "I once hesitated. I turned around and faced my glimmer of hope, but no one cared about it." "Then the fog came around, and you said you loved me very much, but why was your love even fainter than the fog, so thin that I couldn't see clearly."

5 青 Qingxuan's Floating Dream One Ink Can Be DyedAncient Romance409k WordsCompleted 15Reads—Score—Shelves

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"Qingxuan's Dream of Floating Life" I died on the night of the bridal chamber with candles and candles! I am Li Mo, the seventh prince of the Pingyun Kingdom. I was born into the royal family, but my destiny was not colorful. When I was ten years old, my mother and concubine passed away in an unprovoked persecution, which aroused my extreme disgust for this prince's identity. I have seen through the power whirlpool of the children of the aristocratic family, and I am tired of every dark face in this struggle. Therefore, I became what they call a happy prince who does not do his job properly. To my surprise, the more unbridled I became, the more my father gradually paid more attention to me. In order to instill in me the idea of ​​struggle and resistance, he sent me to Meng Qingtang, where I met them. My father said that friends are the most unreliable and will only become a sharp weapon to stab me at critical moments, so I have no friends in Pingyun. Meng Qingtang seemed very pure to me. They didn't know my identity. I became their junior brother and I received a lot of care. There was no intrigue from Pingyun. What they said to me was sincere. There was also the cleanest person, Senior Sister Qingxuan. I liked her very much. She looked so much like my sister that people felt at ease when they saw her. She had the most healing smile. Like my sister, I hope that clean people like them can always have this healing innocence. I met her in Meng Qingtang, that stubborn and tenacious woman. When I first saw her, she was standing in an extremely inconspicuous corner of the Meng Qingtang Hall, but I didn't know why. There seemed to be some pull in the dark, so I looked in the direction of her without knowing it, and then my eyes fell on her. To be honest, she is not an eye-catching presence in the entire Meng Qingtang, but I only saw her once, and for some reason I felt a familiar feeling in my heart that I couldn't ignore. Our eyes met, and I was a little trembling at her gaze, so I retracted my gaze with embarrassment and tried my best to restrain myself from looking at her. Meng Qingtang is a country of etiquette, and I was led to visit many people. It was not until after listening to the hall master's lecture that I had time to look up for her again, but she was gone. After a quick glance, I was surprised by my strange feeling, but in the end I didn't pay much attention to it. I started practicing at Meng Qingtang until I was assigned to the 'Chu Yunxuan' and met her for the second time. I finally learned her name 'Chen Qi'. I rarely meet her, and I don't think I ever talked to her before I went out for training. Although Senior Sister Qingxuan would occasionally gather us together, she and I both have indifferent personalities, and we basically never talked to each other. The real time I talked to her was that time in Chunyan Tower. Senior Sister Qingxuan had a quarrel with her senior brother and left me and her. She asked me why I didn't follow her. I was stunned for a long time before saying that she didn't go either. She waved her hands and said she was going back to sleep without interest. I didn't notice anything was wrong. After all, her laziness was well known in Meng Qingtang. I wanted to send her back, but I hesitated for a long time before I said it, but she rejected me flatly, and even persuaded me to pursue my senior sister. I wanted to say that it would be no big problem for my senior sister to be protected by her senior brothers, but before I could say anything, she spoke first. She thought I liked my senior sister, and encouraged me to pursue her bravely. I don't know why, but I felt a discomfort in my heart, as if I was a little angry, but I didn't understand why I was angry. I blushed and denied it, but she continued to persuade me to pursue my senior sister. I couldn't control my displeasure, and ran away without saying anything. Running away seems to be the wrong word to describe it, but I was really nervous and a little panicked at the time. When I was alone with her, I would panic unconsciously. I wanted to get closer but also wanted to escape. It was so complicated that I couldn't seem to describe it. She is really stubborn. I have never seen such a woman. She didn't even dare to say she was hurt. During the training in Nan'an Town, my senior brother and I found her and her senior sister at the foot of the mountain. When I hugged her, I touched her wrist, but it was pulled away in an instant. I noticed something was wrong with her meridians, but I couldn't confirm it. Seeing her calm face, I thought I was overthinking it. We Yujian returned to Meng Qingtang. I was worried that something would happen to her, and I wanted to follow her, but she refused to be in the last place. I had no choice but to fly after my senior brother Yujian. I didn't dare to show too much attention to her. I obviously had nothing, but in front of her I felt like I was always trying to hide something. She flew slower and slower. I didn't dare to look back at her too many times, so I could only focus on her with my peripheral vision. When I found that she had disappeared from my peripheral vision, I panicked for a moment. I quickly turned back and found that she was falling. I hugged her as she was falling and felt her pulse, only to find that her muscles and bones had been sprained. I couldn't help but sigh at her stubbornness, and felt a slight pain in my heart. I brought her back to Meng Qingtang. When I saw her again, her injury was almost healed. She came up to thank me, I replied politely, and we stopped talking. The sudden silence made me hear my uncontrollable heartbeat speeding up. In order to relieve the embarrassment, I spoke out what was in my heart. I said, "You have to speak out when you are hurt, so why suffer alone!" Her eyes moved, but she did not pick up my words and changed the topic. We haven't seen each other for a long time after that separation, and then I became ill. Senior Sister Qingxuan took her to take care of me. To be honest, I dare not tell the truth. When I saw her, I actually felt that I was mostly recovered. She usually doesn't like to talk, but she seems to talk a lot whenever she's with her senior sister or senior brother Jiuye. I'm very envious of her, but my personality is already innate. I know I might not be able to blend in with her, but it's really hard to change. While she was taking care of me, she moved my book, but she moved the book that could not be read to outsiders. I had no choice but to take the book away from her, and she apologized quickly. I was afraid that she would think I was angry, so I waved my hands too hard, but I coughed violently. She closed the window for me and put on my coat. My heart was beating uncontrollably again. I don't know what it felt like. I only knew that I became weird in front of her. Later, I left. Before I left, they all came to see me off, and she came too. I said goodbye to them solemnly, but facing her, I could only say the word "take care" in a thousand words. At that time, I thought that we would never meet again in this life. "Qingxuan's Floating Dream" (you can read the full text on Tomato) Back to Pingyun, I continued to be in front of my Xiaoyao Prince until I heard that Meng Qingtang had destroyed his family. After hearing the news, I returned to Meng Qingtang desperately, but it was too late. Meng Qingtang was gone. Senior sister, senior brother, Jiuye, the hall master and the disciples were all dead, but I heard that she was still alive. She was alive and well in the Chenyan Pavilion where Meng Qingtang was destroyed. I changed after Meng Qingtang exterminated my family. I was shackled by hatred. It happened that Mr. Daoyi from Qingshui Hall found me. He persuaded me to get involved in that power struggle. I had no reason to refuse. The prince was incompetent, and my fourth brother colluded with my enemy Chenyange, so I agreed to Mr. Daoyi and completely embarked on the path I least wanted to take. I hated Meng Qingtang for destroying her family, but the moment I saw her, I found that I couldn't hate her anymore. I discovered her identity because of a cup of tea, and I understood her helplessness. I should hate Chenyan Pavilion more than hating her, I know, but even so, I also thought about killing her. Even if I was soft-hearted, it would not help. She pushed me out of the hole, and I watched the mountain collapse. At that moment, I heard the sound of my heart breaking. I desperately tried to open up the gravel and tried to find her, but my attendants took me away. I knew that her life and death were unpredictable, but I could do nothing. I thought she was dead, but I was not happy at all when she died. I fell into confusion and my soul felt as if it had been hollowed out. I went to apologize to Mr. Dao Yi, but Mr. Dao Yi actually told me that she would not die. I was actually a little happy when I heard the news. Later I went with Mr. Dao Yi. When I arrived at Tan Yanghou Mansion, she appeared like a ray of light. She was really not dead. The haze in my heart was swept away. At that moment, I realized that the strangeness in my heart had reached a point where I might not be able to ignore it. I finally began to face the question of whether I liked her. After getting along day and night, the passion I had hidden deep in my heart came out hopelessly. My love couldn't be hidden but that time in the palace. In order to hold off my fourth brother, she and I staged a sexy scene. When our skin touched, my heart was no longer under control. I knew that this love had reached the point where I could no longer deceive myself. I compromised with myself, knowing that there was absolutely no possibility between me and her, but I still made myself a promise that if I really succeeded in settling Pingyun's matter, I would take the initiative to keep her by my side. Everything was not as beautiful as I thought. The senior brother was not dead. He was pretended to be saved by the King of Medicine. He contacted me after he woke up. We kept in contact secretly in order not to be discovered by Chenyan Pavilion. Then she came. I hesitated whether to tell the senior brother. I thought about Meng Qingtang's relatives now. There was not much left, so I still told the senior brother about her existence, but I underestimated the hatred of the senior brother. I thought that the gentle senior brother would understand her helplessness like me, but I didn't expect that because I caused the disaster of killing her, I also cast irreversible consequences for myself. The senior brother came to Pingyun for the reason of saving me. I was vaguely afraid that the senior brother would hurt her, but I took all precautions but I didn't expect that they fell in love. My heart felt like a big hole was torn apart. Seeing her showing a smile to the senior brother that I had never seen before, I became at a loss. This was not what I originally thought. Why, it was obviously me who was always getting along with her. I guessed that their love may have come from the revenge of the elder brother, and I tried to stop it, but she refused to listen to my advice. It was the first time I faced such a situation, and I felt deeply helpless. I went to the elder brother and asked him to let her go, but the elder brother said that he didn't want to hurt her. I was stunned. I knew that the elder brother was lying to me, but I couldn't hold either of them back. I could only watch them sink into the mud. Sure enough, she was deceived into the formation by the senior brother and almost died. I tried my best to stop her, but the senior brother asked me to choose one of the two. I asked the senior brother over and over again to let her go, but the senior brother would not listen and even wanted to kill me. I thought, I would not be in a dilemma between them if I died, so I quietly waited for the senior brother's killing move. In the end, the senior brother could not bear it, so he let her go, and I completely broke up with the senior brother. I took her back, and she was not as heart-rendingly depressed as I imagined. Even her behavior made me doubt whether she really liked my senior brother. She also asked me if I liked her. My stubbornness and arrogance made me deny it, but she was happy. She said it was the best, and she said she would never like me. God knows how uncomfortable I felt when I heard this. I almost wanted to beat myself to death to relieve the pain, but I still had to endure it in front of her. Sirou asked her, why can't it be me? She told Sirou about the person I loved, Meng Qingxuan. I couldn't answer this question at the time. I did pay attention to Meng Qingxuan. I felt lost for a while after Senior Sister Qingxuan and Senior Brother communicated with each other. She caught my loss and I almost accidentally hurt her because of it. When I saw her I felt guilty, and there was an inexplicable emotion that wanted me to explain to her that I was not acting like this because I liked Senior Sister Qingxuan, but I held it back because I was afraid that she would ask me how I felt about Senior Sister Qingxuan if I didn't like her. I couldn't tell her, and I was even more afraid that she would say who I liked had nothing to do with her. To be fair, I never had any intention of getting along with Meng Qingxuan. I just simply wanted to get close to Senior Sister Qingxuan. I was confused about the reason for that feeling. It wasn't until Sirou got married later that I felt the same way. At that moment, I finally understood how I felt about Senior Sister Qingxuan. She never knew that maybe I fell in love with her in Meng Qingtang, but she didn't know that even I didn't know that my eyes would follow her when I was absent-minded, and I would remember her scent. After drinking the tea she brewed, I felt that the tea in the world is just like this. I feel sorry for her strength, I am afraid of meeting her, and I am looking forward to meeting her. But none of this is important anymore. I understood this feeling too late. If I were too late, I would have completely lost the chance. Later, she stopped mentioning feelings. We had gone through a lot, and we finally won the battle to force the palace. We won, and I sat on the throne of Pingyun, but she was leaving. I sent her away, and Sirou stood by and persuaded me to chase her. I refused, but I immediately regretted my refusal, so I chased her for ten miles on horseback. Fortunately, I finally caught up with her. I told her about the agreement I had made with myself, but she really refused as I expected. I felt extremely reluctant to let go, but I also knew that I couldn't keep her. She said something that I will never forget in my life. She said, 'You rule the country, and I will bring peace to the world for you. ' I was born with a glass heart, and my destined fate made me different from others. I didn't know that I was a glass heart until something happened to her. I heard that she was kicked out of Qingshui Hall. I regretted not forcefully keeping her. After settling Pingyun's affairs, I found an opportunity to find her, but I found it too late. In the end, Jiang Yihan told me that he had knocked her off the cliff. I read the letter my senior sister left for Jiang Yihan. I couldn't blame anyone. I could only hate myself for being one step too late. Later, Jiang Yihan died in my arms. I almost died with them. I buried Jiang Yihan and then went to look for Chen Qi. I believed she would not die. She was the chosen one and would definitely not die. I could never find her, neither alive nor dead, and I was both hopeful and frightened. This mentality tortured me to the point of restlessness. Finally, when I was desperate, a monk came out. He led me to a place called the Land of Heavenly Law. He told me that he knew her whereabouts, and whether she lived or died now was entirely up to me. It was not that I had doubted the monk, but I really couldn't find any news about her. So I chose to believe what the monk said. The monk said he wanted to make a deal with me. I asked him what I had that was worth making a deal with him. He said that I was Liuli Xin, a human but not a human being. Such a special identity and fate were enough to make a deal with him. I asked him what Liuli Xin was, and he said that Liuli Heart had another name called Qingming Stone. I must be familiar with it. Yes, I did know Qingming Stone, but I never thought that Qingming Stone was me. I thought he wanted to take away the Blue Ming Stone, so I readily agreed to the deal, but he said that it was useless for him to hold the Blue Ming Stone, and those who needed it would naturally get it in the future. We quickly settled on this deal, and he said that a barrier was needed. Chen Qi's current situation was not suitable for getting involved in disputes. If I was willing to give half of my life as a contract, he could set up a barrier for me, which would at least temporarily keep me and Chen Qi Yi safe. I didn't hesitate. They said my biggest failure was not wanting to give up anything. I always knew that I couldn't let go of Pingyun, Sirou and Chen Qi. But when I die, I will let go of everything. I just want to protect them while I'm alive. If I can still do something for them after my death, I won't hesitate. I made an exchange with the monk, and he sent me to Changshou Village. When I went there, Chen Qi had already been rescued. The monk was indeed worthy of the deal. Chen Qi had been comatose, but there were no internal injuries on his body, and the external injuries healed at an extremely fast speed. I have been thinking about how to face her when she wakes up. I have thought about it thousands of times and organized a lot of words, but I never thought that she would forget me and everything. Her eyes became clean and pure, even timid. She is afraid of me and does not dare to get close to me. I can only try to make her let go of her fear of me. Sometimes I think it is a good thing that she has forgotten. Now she can be her true self without anyone's expectations on her. She and I settled down in Changshou Village. It was the happiest time in my life except the day I married her. We gradually fell in love, but I failed her because of my inferiority complex. She relied on me, and I also enjoyed her dependence. I really wanted to stay in that place with her forever. I am also very entangled sometimes. I know that the reason why she accepted me is because she has forgotten. If she remembers everything, she will not love me. If her memory wakes up, she will even hate me. Sometimes I live in sin. I am like a bad guy who takes advantage of others, taking advantage of her forgetting everything to deceive her emotions. Later, I received news about the war in Pingyun, and Sirou was unable to control the situation where the powerful ministers were forcing each other. I realized that I needed to go back. She begged me hard not to leave, but I had no choice. I thought that my barrier was strong enough to last until I solved all the problems in Pingyun and came to her, but it was my arrogance that ultimately harmed her. The barrier of Changshou Village was broken not long after I left. I haven't even found out what method Chenyan Pavilion used to break the barrier. The arrival of Chenyan Pavilion brought death to Changshou Village. There was no longer any longevity in Changshou Village. The blood restored her memory. She had experienced such a tragic murder once. Her memory revived, but her life chose to end at that moment. She is dead!

6 原 It Turns Out There Is No Light in the Deep Sea Pian QianModern Romance233k WordsCompleted 255Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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If I recommend it, this book is very cruel. It is not a youth sweet pet novel. It may not be so perfect, but it is written with care. Everyone is welcome to give me advice.

7 大 Boss, I Am so Pure! Ahriii395k WordsCompleted 234Reads6.4Score—Shelves

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Bt literature yandere

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Then I think "Broken Love" must be on the list, because it really made me depressed while watching it. It's really a pity for the heroine. I really wished she could turn into a dark person.

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I am quite picky about books, and the recommended books are indeed good. I hope my dear book friends will like them.

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Not bad [note]٩( 'ω' )و ٩＼(^ω^)／

23 第 First POV: the System Attacked Me Again Today Cheng Qiancheng106k WordsOngoing 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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The name may seem funny, but the writing is deeply rooted in people's hearts, full of depression and redemption. Highly recommended! Be sure to look carefully

26 极 Extremely Cruel The Eldest Son of the Jiang FamilyModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 819Reads6.4Score—Shelves

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Extremely depressing novel

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"If I had known you were this kind of person, I might as well have strangled you to death when you were born." My mother said to me. When my mother said this to me, she was not joking, she was not just serious, but she acted heartbroken.

37 后 Back Garden Flowers Willow LeavesAncient Romance601k WordsCompleted 527Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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It's extremely depressing, and I feel like it's all a treasure. It's a must-have for everyone. It takes a long time to read a chapter. It's so easy to cry. The more you read it, the more you cry. At the end of the third volume, the razor blades start to blow out like crazy.

38 涅 Nirvana Empty Love Sunset YaoModern Romance200k WordsCompleted 29Reads—Score—Shelves

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Depressive and sadistic novel, finished, recommended