"It's me who has evil intentions towards you and racked my brains to take it for myself."
He laughed softly,
"So you don't have to be jealous of others."
I finished reading this book yesterday. I stayed up all night to read it. I didn't sleep all night. Let's just say I burst into tears. The last sentence of the male protagonist really made me cry on the spot. The female protagonist died a long time ago. The male protagonist also suffered from paranoia. Tsk. In the end, the male protagonist died. It's really, really sad. It's hard to calm down.
When you wait for someone who doesn't love you, you want to wait for a boat at the airport. The boat will not stop at the airport and he will not come back.
His tone seemed to be pleading: "Then get stuck in."
Fall in, fall in love with me, better yet love me so much that you can't help yourself.
Just like I do to you.
"The stars and the sun should have been in the sky, and they should not belong to me alone. I think if you become cold, you will no longer be you. I can't let it go. Ever since I felt reluctant to let go, I have been your servant. Year after year, the blood on my hands does not deserve to be liked and loved, but I am willing to be your most devout believer. I will always believe in you." - He Yuansong.