Bella, I really, really feel for her, even though he did a lot of bad things to the heroine. But this sentence really shocked me every time I read it, as if I was immersed in it. Watching a child who once longed for love being hurt, being left in the dark but unable to do anything, no one believed her, watching her despair knowing that her parents committed suicide because of her. Watch her go crazy and be sober as never before.