The lifelong sadomasochism of the Republic of China and the strong sense of fate are always difficult to get over. The romance and the righteousness of family and country are intertwined, it is thought-provoking, go up!
Later, Liu Minghui would accompany Pan Yuning in the hospital every day, waiting for the birth of his child. Then, Pan Yuning was also very successful. After a while, his blood pressure actually dropped and his eyes regained sight. Moreover, the baby was allowed to stay safely in her belly until 32 weeks. However, that night, Liu Minghui held Pan Yuning in his arms, but did not dare to fall asleep... "What's wrong with you?" She looked at him and always felt that he was worried. "It's nothing. I'm going to have surgery tomorrow. I'm a little nervous." She was funny. Looking at the man in front of her, she felt that he suddenly became so childish: "What's there to be nervous about? All women have to have a caesarean section." "Are you afraid?" "No, there's nothing to be afraid of... You don't have to be afraid, just sleep well." Yes, what's there to be afraid of? After tonight, he will become a father. He should be very happy. Why is he afraid? However, he was just afraid. He had never been so afraid before. He was so afraid that he didn't dare to close his eyes. Therefore, he held Pan Yuning tighter and tighter. "Ah Hui, what's wrong with you?" "It's okay, I don't plan to sleep tonight." "Well, then I won't sleep either. I'll stay with you." She said as she sat up. Liu Minghui looked at her, sat up, stretched out his hand, and touched her head: "Pan Yuning, do you still want to meet me in the next life?" As soon as he said this, Yuning turned around and sat down from beside him to the opposite side of him. Then, she pressed her forehead against his, giggling all the time. "What are you laughing at? You don't want to meet me?" "No, I'm thinking, or in the next life, I will be a man and come to you? Then, I am too, in the past Su Lili, now Zhou Qian, Fang Linlei on the left, Jiang Yiyi on the right, okay?" "What you mean is that you will take revenge on me in the next life." Liu Minghui looked at Pan Yuning funny, and said Tiantian that he was not jealous, it was pride, but he would keep all accounts for him. "How else, in the next life, I will be your father?" She was just like before, talking nonsense, just to make the man in front of her smile. However, Liu Minghui tonight just couldn't laugh, not even a perfunctory one. He just looked at Pan Yuning, his eyes soft, like a puddle of clear water: "No matter what we do, we must be healthy. Even if we are a tree, we must be tall and strong, okay?" "Then what do you do?" "I will be a gardener and watch over you. Just don't bother me." He said, and his eyes turned red unconsciously. Pan Yuning looked at him and asked a little worriedly: "Ah Hui, what's wrong with you? I'm a little scared of you like this." "It's nothing, I'm a little sleepy. Let's sleep, okay?" He said as he took her into his arms. Wrap him in a quilt and hold him tightly. "Go to sleep. Tomorrow we will be a family of three." "Yeah." She just snuggled into this man's arms and closed her eyes in peace. Liu Minghui just held her, letting his tears fall on her hair: "Wife, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." "The baby has to protect the mother for the father, and listen to the mother, you know?" After saying this, he stopped all struggles and closed his eyes as if resigned to his fate. He tilted his head, put his lips on her forehead, and fell into a deep sleep... The next morning, when Pan Yuning woke up, Liu Minghui, who was holding her, was cold all over. She instinctively covered him with a quilt. She held his face in her hands. Staring at his white lips, she kissed him. "Ah Hui, it's dawn, get up," she called softly, just like before. He took his already stiff body into his arms. "Ah Hui, stop making trouble, get up, wake up. If you keep doing this, I'll be angry... It's cold, isn't it? Let's cover him with a quilt, cover him with a quilt..." As he said this, he tried his best to cover him with a quilt. Maybe her movements were too large, causing the man in her arms to suddenly tilt his head back and tilt his chin slightly. The red rope around her neck was exposed instantly, and Pan Yuning was stunned. After a long while, she kissed his cold lips forcefully and bit down hard. Then, Ah Hui, who was waiting for her, called her name and slowly opened her eyes. However, this time Liu Minghui's bitten lip did not even bleed. He was just like this, held by Pan Yuning, without breathing, blood, or any breath of life. After that, Pan Yuning's heart-rending cry penetrated the room and resounded throughout the corridor. The doctors and nurses rushed over after hearing the sound, and saw a pregnant woman holding a man's body, muttering to herself: "Ah Hui, get up, it's dawn, it's really dawn, it's dawn..." By the time Zhou Qian and I arrived at the hospital, Liu Minghui had already been pushed into the morgue. We didn't go to see him, we just stood outside the morgue for a long time... I remember that Zhou Qian told me at the time that Liu Minghui didn't want a funeral, and he didn't want Pan Yuning to rush around to hold a ceremony for him. He also bought a cemetery for himself before his death. It was on the edge of the cemetery. He said that being there, when Yu Ning missed him, he didn't have to climb the steps very hard. We did what he wished and didn't do anything. We just let him lie down in the cold cemetery. But even if there was no funeral, there were still many people who sent him off spontaneously. Liang Can, Chen Zhiyong, Su Lili's mother, Lin Dong, Fang Linlei, and Jiang Bao, who had just been discharged from the hospital, and some of his patients, those who had recovered and those who were being treated, all rushed over to see their Dr. Liu off for the last time. In fact, these people also proved that although Liu Minghui's life did not have length, he had thickness. A person who lives to old age without love can leave light and energy in this world, which means that this person's existence in this world is of great significance... On the third day after Liu Minghui's death, his child was born. I remember that Pan Yuning told her child, "Dad is an angel and has returned to heaven early. However, he has been watching us, so we have to let him rest assured..." After she was discharged from the hospital, she took her child and left Shanghai. For many years, she did not contact Zhou Qian or me again. Zhou Qian said that she would not go too far because there was the man she loved here and their shared memories that she could not bear to leave and could not leave. I also always believe that one day, Pan Yuning will take off the scars all over her body and return to this city that made her love her heart and soul...