After I struck it rich, my first thought was to hide my fan identity and meet my K-pop first love.
Other people said he was old and washed up, but I thought a Ferrari was still a Ferrari, even when old. He was a thousand times better than those cross-eyed, naturally born fish-faced young men.
A gambling-addicted dad, a sick mom, and him down on his luck.
He needed money, so I showered him with it. People bullied him, so I took care of them.
Unfortunately, he thought I was just a sugar mommy, and that he only felt "financial affection" for me.
He had his pride, and I had a soft heart.
But a relationship like that was too painful. I couldn't keep going, so I turned and walked away with a heavy heart, just as my fan identity was exposed.
Yet he chased after me, appearing in every place I could see.
At the end of the month, he blocked my doorway with red-rimmed eyes. "Can you come back to Seoul with me? My visa-free stay expires tomorrow."
Before I could decide, he flew back with those puppy-dog eyes drooping. Then he sent me a movie ticket. "It's the premiere of the movie you invested in. Won't you come see me, and see what we made together?"
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