BE aesthetics, male protagonist's perspective, affectionate paranoia, redemption, suspenseful sadomasochism
I miss you so much, just like the sky and the sea
I miss you like a bird and a fish
I miss you so much like day and night
I miss you so much, like life and death
…
I sit on the top of a high cliff
The wind blows through my hair
But you can't take away my sorrow
They all said that I was possessed by evil spirits
Only I know
I just put myself
stuck in place
…
I stood up slowly
open arms
Since there is no solution
Then open your arms
follow your traces
Facing death calmly
Ah Qing,
Wait for me.
I am coming……