"Su to Qi"
On the night when she was reborn and returned to the age of twelve, Su Su opened her eyes and heard her grandma's intermittent cries. What she smelled was the musty smell of the bungalow mixed with the cold ashes of incense candles.
She knows better than anyone what the end of this road will be: being violated, being ignored, and being treated as "a loser who will get married sooner or later." She thought she would hate, run away, grind her teeth and tear off those people's faces.
But when she squatted in the snow and handed the first candy to Yin Zhe, she found that she still couldn't help it.
I couldn't help but stretch my hands in the mud, couldn't help lighting a lamp in the darkness, couldn't help but put together every broken person I picked up from the ruins piece by piece - even if I was just a pile of cracked pieces.
In this life, she has Yun Qi who knows how to calculate to the core, Chen Feiyu who has carved "love is restraint" into his flesh and blood, Yin Zhe who refuses to let go after eating the candy she gives, and the blue sea handed over by Zhou Yue.
But Su Su later understood that the meaning of rebirth is not to avoid harm, but to finally have the courage to stand up straight in the abyss, and then say to the people behind her: Follow me.
A broken bowl can still hold water if put together.
**About the edge of desire and restraint, about the repetition of breaking and putting back together, and the story of a girl growing her own roots in the mud. **
