He was rescued by a refugee and woke up on the back of a girl, his mind filled with strange memories. She said with red eyes that the whole village thought I was dead, but she was the only one who refused to bury me. I patted her shoulder and said she didn't have to carry it anymore. I turned around, pointed at the flag erected in the smoke and dust in the distance and said: Let's change our lives and join the army. She was stunned: You can't even lift the knife. I clenched my fists and said I have to try it.