Perhaps it was because God showed mercy to her that after her death, she came to this other world to live again.
A widow of twelve?
Her mother-in-law spent all her property to raise a child that was waiting for her to be fed.
There is also a pair of young siblings.
She couldn't tell for a moment whether she should kneel down and thank God for giving her a second life, or whether she should jump up and point at the sky and curse.