The well-behaved Xing Zhiwei, now 38 years old, is overwhelmed by childcare, the workplace, and her family of origin. She is almost dragged to the bottom of the river by postpartum depression. She and her husband Qiao Zhimo live an almost sexless marriage.
It was originally a calm life, but she experienced divorce, infidelity, and child anxiety before the age of 40. The heroine realized that she had spent the first half of her life drifting with the flow and living under the arrangements of others, so she inspired to start a new life and realized that she needed freedom from soul to body.
During this period, he met the iron T Jiang Mu, who confessed his love, and picked up Shang Ming, whom he liked physically, in a bar. He never forgot the cinnabar mole Su Wangshu who saved him, and he also met his soul mate Gu Qingyan.
But the heroine believes that finding herself is more important than finding a partner.
