I was stumbling around in love, covered in mud.
I have had a shady underground love affair, hurting each other with my lover and trying to atone for each other's sins.
I met a sincere young man who ran thousands of miles away, but I personally pushed away that beam of light.
Unable to bear the desertedness of a foreign land, unable to withstand the temptation of reality, I made mistakes again and again and let down my sincerity again and again.
Fate gave me a stable home several times, but I destroyed them all with my own hands.
There are countless debts hidden deep in my heart, and I am burdened with a pile of unspeakable absurd past.
I thought that I was no longer worthy of open and clean happiness.
Going around in circles, I met a love-minded young man who was pampered by his family.
He is warm and magnanimous, doesn't care about my stained past, and firmly plans for me to live the rest of my life.
After meeting the elders and accepting generous gifts, we naturally entered into marriage.
He was very possessive and deleted all traces of the old person in my phone, burying all my unbearable feelings with unreserved love.
In the first half of my life, I was wandering and sinking in love and hate, but in the rest of my life, I finally found peace in the world.
[The heroine is not a perfect saint | She has faults and struggles | Realistic orientation | No golden fingers | HE ending]
