Previous life: I was timid and sought stability all my life. In 1998, I was laid off from a state-owned enterprise, followed my family's arrangements, went to work in a factory, married my blind date, and was manipulated by my relatives all my life. I missed the trends of the times, worked a few ordinary jobs, was laid off in middle age, and had little savings. I watched those around me seize the opportunity to turn over, but I did nothing, and I was full of regrets when I was old.
