TF4 Boyhood 2: Cookies and Salt Live a Long Life

My name is Cheng Shuqian. In my second year of junior high school, I met Fu Binyan because of a lawsuit between my mother, Cheng Yening, and Fu Binyan's mother, Fu Yuqing. He is so dazzling—number one in Yibei Middle School, vice president of the student union, and MVP of the basketball team. Standing next to him, I always feel like an inconspicuous shadow. Before an important game in his freshman year of high school, he caught a bad cold. I was with him that night. Later, a severe cold induced immune heart disease, and he never returned to the court. My mother became his attending physician, providing a lot of medication and cardiopulmonary rehabilitation training. But I know that Fu Binyan, who shines on the court, was lost by my own hands. I always felt that if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have fallen. The guilt weighed me down so much that I couldn't breathe. After my freshman year of high school, I did the only thing I could think of: transfer to Yibei Middle School and be with him. I want to make up for it, and want to accompany him through this journey where he cannot run. But when I stood in front of Fu Binyan again, I realized that the way he looked at me had changed. Some debts may never be repaid in a lifetime; some feelings have quietly changed in nature due to guilt.