Shen Tingwan received an old police badge at the memorial service.
Her father's police number was engraved on the back, and there was a new line of words engraved next to it:
"Am I worthy?"
That man's name is Jiang Yan. After working undercover for five years, he sacrificed himself in the operation to close the net.
She doesn't know him.
But he wrote in his suicide note——
"The first time I met you was not at that dinner party. It was the photo your dad showed me. He said that my daughter would be a better shooter than me in the future."
Three years. He pushed her away three times.
For the first time, he smiled and said she was overthinking.
The second time, he said she took herself too seriously.
The third time, he tore up her evidence and called her father a fool.
She said "you don't deserve it" three times.
Later she learned that the shot he fired at her was not aimed at her life.
It's her way of survival.
When he was alive, she didn't have time to love him.
After he died, she realized how long he had loved her.
