The system has bound her ten thousand times.
Each time, she was asked to kill people, exterminate families, and slaughter clans, accumulating so-called "villain points" and waiting for her ascension. Each time she detonated the golden elixir during the encirclement and suppression by the righteous coalition forces, and was then restarted. She thought this was the only way to practice, until she discovered that she was a livestock being grazed - the tower was eating her memory, the egg was sucking her soul, and the ascension was a scam.
In the ten thousandth reincarnation, she defected.
Fleeing into the Qingyun Sect, she changed her name to Ah Xin and pretended to be a disciple of a small sect kidnapped by the devil. Senior sister Shen Qingtang protected her from open and hidden arrows. Elder Yaofeng gave her an old note and said, "You haven't gone far enough." The system popped up in her head like crazy: "What are you doing? Saving the right way? Shouldn't you destroy the family?" She blocked the system, tore up the mission sheet, and fought off all the people who came to kill her. Then she turned and walked towards the northern snowfield, looking for the tower that had swallowed her ten thousand times.
At the bottom of the tower, the egg shattered. Thousands of remaining souls condensed into a child, with red-gold eyes, wrapped in her robe and called her "go home". Ta says the egg is the seed of a new world and she breaks it.
She doesn't know if those eaten memories can come back, she doesn't know if new towers will grow after her spiritual veins are revived, and she doesn't know if Shen Qingtang will one day regret following her. All she knew was that the brass bell on her ankle was still ringing.
I feel pretty good about myself