Lu Shiyan said he didn't like me anymore.
I don't believe it.
When he was lecturing on a topic, he would hit my draft paper with his pen and say, "Look at the boundaries first, don't rush to start." He brought me mints and hot milk, and promised me under the crabapple tree that we would go see the sea together after the college entrance examination.
But the day he came back from the hospital, his eyes turned cold. He wouldn't reply to messages, wouldn't come near me, and even when I stopped him at the top of the stairs and asked, "Why are you hiding?", He just said, "I don't have time."
I thought he had a change of heart.
It was only a long time later that I realized that he didn't like me anymore.
He just felt that he would not live long enough to see the sea.
But by then I was already hospitalized with heart failure - we both loved each other in the same way: hiding it. Lu Shiyan said he didn't like me anymore.
I don't believe it.
When he was lecturing on a topic, he would hit my draft paper with his pen and say, "Look at the boundaries first, don't rush to start." He brought me mints and hot milk, and promised me under the crabapple tree that we would go see the sea together after the college entrance examination.
But the day he came back from the hospital, his eyes turned cold.
I thought he had a change of heart.
It was only a long time later that I realized that he didn't like me anymore.
He just felt that he would not live long enough to see the sea.
But by then I was already hospitalized with heart failure - we both loved each other in the same way: hiding it.
