Lin Wangshu has two secrets.
The first secret is that she has two personalities. One smiled and shared snacks on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, mingling with everyone; the other huddled in the corner on Tuesday and Thursday, not even daring to raise his head.
The second secret is - she wants to give her body to the first person.
Because that person is better than her. She deserves to live. She was more worthy of being "accidentally" looked at by that cold boy named Jiang Yue.
She thought that as long as she disappeared slowly, everything would get better.
Until Jiang Yue was in the closed elevator, squatting down to block the darkness in front of her, and said, "Look at me."
That was the first time he spoke to the "real her." Not for the smiling face on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, but for the person huddled in the corner shaking on Tuesday and Thursday.
She later wrote in her diary: "He blocked the door. He saw me."
On another page of the diary, the handwriting of another personality wrote: "Sister, if he can make you feel worthy of living - then I wish you all the best."
A story about two personalities who take turns going to school, taking turns having a heartbeat, and taking turns pushing each other towards the light.
The moon fell for a whole youth
Until he happened to find a shade tree that could catch him
silently
Safe and sound
I prefer this youthful style