In his sophomore year of high school, Shen Sihuan casually dragged passerby Lu Lengchuan as a shield and stuffed him with a few bills afterwards.
When they were arranging seats, he actually became her deskmate - Bai Yueguang, who was number one in grade and the unreachable girl in the school.
She only felt embarrassed and didn't take it seriously.
Lu Lichuan has remembered her since the first year of high school: white skirt and the fragrance of gardenia.
He helped her bring breakfast, sort out wrong questions, and squat down to tie her shoelaces during sports, all because he liked it.
But he didn't dare to speak, fearing that he would be no different from others in her world.
What he didn't know was that Shen Sihuan had already fallen in love with him - from the moment he knelt down to tie his shoelaces.
But she also didn't dare to speak. She had seen too many stories of intimacy and strangership, and was afraid that her deskmate would become the most distant person.
So two people who like each other, one is afraid that he is not special enough, and the other is afraid of losing everything he has, so neither of them takes that step.
It wasn't until they met again many years later and he expressed regret with red eyes that she opened the blue diary and saw the words on the first page——
"Shen Sihuan, I like you. I have liked you since the first year of high school, but I won't tell you now."
The loss of a two-way secret love is more frustrating than unrequited love.
Shen Sihuan is casual and open-minded but late-minded, careless on the outside but delicate and sensitive on the inside;
Lu Lichuan is affectionate, restrained, persistent and almost clumsy. He hides all the good things in the details, but writes his love into every page of his diary.
This youth that started as a misplacement and ended as a misplacement hides the love that neither of them dared to say out loud during their best years.
[Two-way secret love｜Reunion after long absence｜Chasing wife at the crematorium｜Reunion｜HE]
