[Micro-suspense+bg+first person+daily flow]
Demining: 1. The heroine is sick, really sick!
2. The emotional line is at the back
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In my life, I lack love, courage, and passion.
So my brain created a whole perfect world for me.
I tampered with my childhood, erased the corporal punishment and coldness, and lied to myself about a happy family.
I faked bravery to make up for the cowardice of those watching, and deceived myself into avenging my friend.
I fabricated my heartbeat to fill up my barren youth, and deceived the people around me into having the hot teenage thoughts.
But is this really my imagination?