Ten years later, Lu Feng opens a diary long sealed away and returns to his youth, reliving its tangled emotions. From the shy crushes of middle school and the rift between ideals and reality to the struggles of adult life, choices in love, and life’s unpredictability, Lu Feng moves between three girls: Xiao Xue, Xiao Hui, and Mei Jia. In the end, he discovers that fate had written the ending long ago. A youthful elegy about memories, regrets, and growing up, the story delicately portrays the spiritual wandering of a generation.
Writing about Lu Feng's ups and downs over the past twenty years, I just want to express the regrets of ordinary people's youth. Using the diary as a double thread, on one side is the secret love hidden in the young man's heart and the company of his best friend, on the other side is the social animal who has been tortured and turned into a black man. There is no sense of mindless revenge, it is all about the powerlessness of reality crushing tenderness. Old friends are separated, loved ones are lost, and the confession after blindness is full of regret. To every reader who bows his head in life but still misses his original aspirations when he was young.