When he was a boy, he was a "little beggar" who was stepped into the mud by everyone.
Only one person squatted in front of him, opened his fingers, and put a candy in his palm.
She said, "Don't leave, I'll give you half of the house."
Fifteen years after that, he carved her name into his bones.
During the five years she disappeared, he wrote more than a dozen diaries, and she was on every page.
The whole world had forgotten Su Wan, and he was the only one who turned his life into a huge, closed abyss that could only hold her.
But she came back and became a different person.
Numb, cowed, and covered in trauma, it took all the strength to even look at him.
Everyone said she was ruined, empty, useless.
Only he bent down and squatted in front of her, just like she squatted in front of him fifteen years ago.
"It's okay. I remember everything. I'll help you think slowly."
Obsession becomes an abyss, and the abyss returns.
He is not afraid of waiting. He was just afraid that she would never come back.