At eighteen, Zhou Jiming swore he would love Shen Zhiyi for the rest of his life.
At twenty-eight, Zhou Jiming fell in love with someone else.
The night they broke up, Shen Zhiyi burned all their memories. But when the music box from their eighteenth year was thrown into the flames, a young man suddenly fell out of the blazing light.
He wore an old school uniform, had Zhou Jiming’s youthful face, and looked at her with undisguised love.
“You’re Shen Zhiyi at twenty-eight?”
“Why are you even more beautiful than I imagined?”
“Have we already gotten married in the future?”
Shen Zhiyi looked at him, and tears suddenly fell.
The person in front of her loved her so much.
But ten years later, this same face would grow tired of her tears, hang up on her, and give another woman the tenderness that had once been hers alone.
She told the boy:
“We’re not married.”
“Your future self betrayed me.”
The boy didn’t believe her.
Until he saw with his own eyes his future self holding an umbrella over another woman, while leaving Shen Zhiyi to wait alone in a hospital all night.
At last, he broke down.
To change everything, he returned to the age of eighteen and decided to avoid Shen Zhiyi from the very beginning.
If he didn’t love her, he couldn’t hurt her.
But when they met again, he saw the twenty-eight-year-old Shen Zhiyi in the girl’s calm gaze.
It turned out that she, too, had returned after dying in a car accident.
This time, they both decided not to fall in love again.
But Zhou Jiming only later realized that the true punishment wasn’t losing her.
It was becoming someone who would never betray her, only to lose the right to stand by her side.
I have read short stories of this type, and I thought that someone should write a long story with such a good plot. The author's writing style is good, very delicate, and can be regarded as the fine chaff in the persimmon. The adult version of the man's emotional journey towards cheating is also very clear, and the ending with the cheating partner is also very realistic. The love of the 18-year-old male lead gives this character a fatalistic powerlessness. It wasn't him who made the mistake, but he must be the one who let go. The tension in returning to the past could be stronger, because this tension must be between him and the heroine. Because of love, he must let go. But because of love, I can't let go. It would be delicious to write out that kind of pull in detail. Of course, the second male lead is very good, but he is just very good. There is nothing I can do about it. The tension of the story is still between the female lead and the first male lead. In an environment where Persimmon is full of suspended plots, this imaginary story made me feel real because of the words. I haven't been able to read any novels in Persimmon recently, but I finished this one while traveling yesterday, probably because it's not that persimmon-like.
My biggest regret is that your regret is related to me.