Dual heroines, secret love, first person, realistic campus be, gentle and talkative Pan Wenyu vs. Lin Qishi, the straight daughter of Little Sun
What does it feel like to have a secret love? In the past, I would tell you with disdain that whoever has a secret love nowadays should tell you if you like it. Now, I will tell you that a secret love is like an immature lime. It is so sour that it makes your teeth weak and the tip of your tongue numb. But when the sourness slowly dissipates, a very light and vague sweetness emerges in the aftertaste. Secret love is when I, who never wrote a diary, started telling my love for you in my diary. It was a gift that could not be given away. It's a name that's engraved in my heart that I can't say.
My campus life was forcibly opened by Lin Qishi. Just like the sun will rise from the east no matter what every day, it will never change. Lin Qishi, like the sun, kicked open my closed and dark world forcefully, allowing me to have listeners for my unspoken words. We became more and more familiar with each other and became closer. Gradually, I put her in the only position. Afterwards, I found that I fell in love with her, but I could not express this feeling after all. I stood by and watched her playing with others, and my heart began to sour.
In the end, nothing changed. I was still me, and Lin Qishi was still the little sun that shined on others, but he retreated from my world. The door was closed again, leaving only a window, so that I could glimpse Lin Qishi's smile, but I could no longer walk to her, not because the door was closed, but because someone else was already standing next to Lin Qishi. Five years later, I still haven't been able to tell you that I love you.
