"Chen Yuzhou, I owe you seventeen times I'm sorry. After I finished writing, you will never reply again."
My name is Lu Zhiyi, I am 27 years old and I work as a planner in an advertising company in Guangzhou.
From the first time she was in love with him and had an affair with another boy, to the second time she was coldly violent and forced him to be with his friends;
From talking to four people at the same time behind his back, to going drinking with others on his birthday and being caught on the spot;
From saying he was just a dog in front of his friends, to finding a new partner who is more handsome than him and breaking up without hesitation...
Exactly seventeen times, I crushed a boy's unreserved love and threw it into the mud.
He knitted scarves for me, cooked longevity noodles, saved two months' salary to buy a necklace, and got a serious demerit for going over the wall to buy medicine when I had a fever;
He sat alone on the playground until dawn when I was cold and violent, cried silently all night after I cheated on him, and only replied "I wish you happiness" when I said we were breaking up.
His name is Chen Yuzhou, he is my college senior, clean and gentle, with two dimples when he smiles. He fell in love with me for two years, and I personally passed him on to someone else.
I heard news from him again in 2026. It was Akai who said that he got married in Hangzhou and named his daughter Lu Nian'an.
——Missing peace. He finally let me go, and I finally understood that some people come into your life just to teach you a lesson and then leave forever.
This novel is the seventeenth apology I wrote to him, and it is also a confession written to myself.
If you are loved unconditionally by someone, don't act, don't wait, don't let it down.
Because once he misses some people, he will miss them forever; some people are sorry, and when they are spoken, he can no longer hear them.
