[Cthulhu + crazy villains + doomsday of the Cthulhu system + blackened gods + decisive killing]
When my sanity level completely dropped to zero, the world fell apart in my eyes.
Everyone thought I would deform into a monster and become dust in the wasteland.
They are wrong.
I didn't die, I just saw the truth of the universe - the gods above are just prisoners in higher dimensions; the laws that humans rely on to survive are just fragile cage codes.
When the whole world sees me as the only source of pollution, when my former compatriots aim their sharp knives at my heart...
I realized that after being abandoned by Ark, hunted by the inspection team, and polluted by the abyss three times, I had no way out.
Since the light has driven me away, I will embrace the abyss.
Since the world doesn't give me a way to survive, then I will... End this world with my own hands.
From the day the san value returns to zero, I am doomed. I am the abyss itself.