Drowning by Naiha

[Lu Xingyan × Lu Yansheng / dual male protagonists / paranoid broken attack × gentle restraint / forbidden love / paranoid compulsion / trauma of quitting homosexuality / sour heart / he] The son of his benefactor, Lu Xingyan is the identity given by the Lu family. Only one person will hold his hand in the dark. He loved him so much that he tried every means to keep him. But when those shady thoughts were revealed, he was sent to a rehabilitation center, and his so-called mistakes were "corrected" over and over again - he was broken. A year later, Lu Xingyan returned to Lu Yansheng, his hands still shaking and his eyes still hiding. But the man took his hand into his palm. When the truth was finally exposed in the sun, he discovered that the deepest love was never in those coerced hugs, but in the moment when a person was willing to bear all the charges for you and take you away from all the darkness. If love is drowning, then I am willing to indulge in this tenderness that never cools down. Drowning in temperature. Once you drown in it, you will never be cold again.