Crazy Criticize Male Lead to Seduce Me

I once sank to the bottom of the lake. Relatives keep passing away, and there is no warmth to rely on in life. When I had some thoughts, F jumped off the building first. I wanted to write a story to save her and rescue myself. I relied on my own fantasy to land in the world I built. If no one saves me, I will save myself with my last remaining desire; if no one loves me, I will try to love myself for five minutes every day; my world only exists if I exist. Just stay alive and there will be miracles.