I'm in Control of My Life

You have 5 male protagonists, Shen Xinghui, Li Shen, Qi Yu, Qin Che, and Xia Yizhou. There will not be that old six. The writing may be biased towards my feelings. Please forgive me if it may be OOC. She is a strong woman and is very powerful. She has a unique golden finger and does not rely on others. My father who died early, my eccentric mother, my sister who loved to spread rumors, and me who was always being bullied. The bullying and humiliation of those years have long made me unable to hold my head up. But I promised my friends to live well for them. I have been enduring it. I was thinking that at least I have a few brothers who can accompany me and spend a few more years with me. But God is not on my side. The moment my phone was smashed, I realized how absurd this world is, how absurd it is... Despair filled my entire chest. Finally, I went to the sea I longed for and ended this ridiculous life. I opened my eyes again and discovered a familiar yet unfamiliar place. I traveled through the system 1018. Good news: I traveled through time Bad news: The controller is still there But I have long been used to it, because God is not on my side. It's okay. I can just be a passerby. At least watching them and seeing their happiness is also a kind of happiness... But I gradually discovered that something was wrong. I became the sister of the controller, Xia Yizhou's sister (adoptive relationship). What does it mean that I am lucky enough to meet the stars Li Shen Qi Yu Qin Che? Isn't this the main plot? How did it become mine!