If You Give Me a Life, I Choose to Love You

The Collapsed Star Railroad｜Xi Lian｜Pure Love｜It may be slow to warm up｜First Person｜Even if she is not Alicia, she still needs to be respected. | The 33550335th time the eternal calamity returns, the blade of the invading morning pierces my body as always. I can't remember how many times this has happened - every time I wake up, it's the same ending, the same straw, the same nothingness. So this time, before my consciousness completely dissipated, I allowed myself to fantasize—— If I were given a period of life, what would I do? Maybe it's God's mercy. When I opened my eyes again, what I saw was not straw, but a white ceiling, glass tubes for hanging bottles, and a group of people in white coats. My mother passed away in childbirth, and my father suffered a disaster at a construction site in the early years. Only Bai E and I were left, relying on each other with the support of relatives. It was the first time I went to school, the first time I had never been hungry, and the first time I had not seen blood before becoming an adult. I thought this was just a very long dream. When I became an adult, I saw those familiar faces - Feng Jin, Xing, Bai E, Haiseyin... And I also saw him. Dome. Gray hair, yellow eyes. He said, "I'll wait for you." When he said this, his tone was as calm as describing the weather, but there was a certainty in his yellow eyes that was irrefutable. He is never in a hurry. He would only take away the escape routes one by one when I thought they were still there, until I couldn't go anywhere except in his arms.