Staring at the animal across from him, impossible to tell whether it was a wolf or a dog, Silly Zhu watched as its blood-red eyes fixed on him. Its fangs were bared, its lips curled back, and white breath puffed from its mouth. It seemed to be waiting for a chance, a chance to kill him with one strike. At that moment, Silly Zhu was overwhelmed by despair, a chilling, bone-deep despair.
Thinking back over his life, he hated Qin Huairu, hated Banggeng, and hated Yi Zhonghai, who had always claimed to have his best interests at heart. But most of all, he hated himself.
Over the past two days, he'd thought it through. He couldn't blame anyone else; the only person at fault was himself. Who told him to be such a pathetic lecher, lusting after a widow?
Didn't he know Qin Huairu had been looking for his underwear to ruin his matchmaking arrangement? Didn't he know she was trying to use him to bleed Lou Xiao'e dry? Of course he knew. He knew it all. But whenever he faced Qin Huairu, he was like a man possessed, giving in to her, and eventually helping her.
In an instant, he seemed to understand. He'd fallen for her as a boy and become fixated on a widow he could never have. Over the years, Qin Huairu had somehow become the best woman in the world in his eyes. Even after getting what he wanted, he was still addicted to the feeling of her keeping him at arm's length. Deep down, he seemed afraid of losing her.
It all came down to this: Heaven's misdeeds may be survived, but the consequences of your own cannot.
Just as Silly Zhu was lost in thought, the lead beast charged and sank its teeth into his neck.
He began to suffocate. As death drew near, he frantically felt around and found a brick. When he opened his eyes again, he was back, in the familiar room.
If you steal something and pay the original price, it will be fine. It's also beautiful and I love watching it.
After reading Chapter 15, the heroic heroine appears and decisively gives five-star praise. The male protagonist has brains and the author's portrayal of the characters is very good. Each one has its own characteristics and is flesh and blood. It is not a rigid AI novel. It's not too big and not too small, just right. I highly recommend it to old bookworms.
Not bad, subjective
🌲🎄🌱🌴 🌹All actions are impermanent. All dharmas have no self. Nirvana is silent. 🌹Contemplating the body is the body, contemplating the mind is the mind, contemplating the feelings is the feeling, and contemplating the Dharma is the Dharma. 🌹Contemplate the impurity of the body, the impermanence of the mind, the suffering of feelings, and the non-self of the Dharma.
Very good, good idea!
Silly Zhu and He Daqing had a good arrangement.
Good! Good! Good! Hahaha
Although I haven't read it yet, we both follow the same author. I must give you a five-star review.
There are very few well-written courtyard novels
There are so many novels, just this one to relieve my anger.