"The bamboo horse has an impure mind"
[Gentle and restrained but extremely possessive and aggressive × A kind and cheerful young master who grew up being pampered]
Tang Zuo is the only son of the Tang family. He is gentle, restrained and impeccable.
Shi Chongning is the young master of the Shi family. He was pampered and grew up. He is kind and cheerful.
The two families were separated by a courtyard wall, and Shi Zhongning climbed over the wall to have breakfast every day. Tang Zuo had been waiting for him to climb over the wall since he was seven years old.
Everyone thought they were lovers.
Until Shi Zhongning flipped through Tang Zuo's cell phone memo.
There is a document called "Chongning" in it, which has been memorized densely for more than ten years. The earliest entry: "He smiled at me today."
Only then did Shi Zhongning realize that Tang Zuo was not gentle by nature. He just suppressed all the non-gentle things—possessiveness, the desire to hide him—under that layer of tenderness. Pressed for more than ten years.
But he found that he had already drawn an entire book of sketches of Tang Zui before he saw the memo. I'm not satisfied with every one of them, and I can't bear to throw them away.
Gentleness is just the outer shell, inside is all the irrepressible possessiveness.
But it doesn't matter - it's this impurity that he likes.