Diary of Growing up a Petite Lolita with White Hair

Yu Mian: "My name is Yu Mian, I am an... Orphan, I guess." "My mother died shortly after she got sick after giving birth to me." "My father thought I was a disaster. He often drank too much and would beat me up every time I got drunk." "I was still the target of bullying by my classmates. Being beaten every day has become a daily routine." "I often think that it would be a mistake for people like me to live." "Until... I met a girl named Chi Ruanruan." "She is very similar to me. We are both orphans abandoned by the world." "So I saved her. At first, I only raised her as a daughter." "Gradually, I noticed something was wrong with the way the little girl looked at me." "Then she said she liked me and wanted to be with me forever." "No, eldest sister, I treat you as my daughter, but you want to have sex with me?" "In the end, I agreed because Chi Ruanruan really loves me." "She was like an angel who stayed with me when I was in despair." "It turns out that a disgusting failure like me can be loved."