When I reach middle age, I am unemployed at the age of 35, my mortgage is overwhelming, and my family is restless. He made a living by running takeaways, stepped into scams one after another, and got involved in gray disputes. Trouble came one after another, and he was taken to the police station several times. His marriage was in danger, his relatives were suffering, and the misery piled up one after another, forcing him into a desperate situation. The desperate middle-aged man repeatedly sank into the muddy reality and struggled to survive with all his strength. His whole life was full of hardships and scars. With a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, he tried his best to survive, but could he really hold on?