High Officials and Small Officials

I am 37 years old this year. I entered the official career more than ten years ago, but I was still just a junior clerk. Many of my peers, who are about the same age as me, have already become successful and are in charge of various departments, large and small. I watch them build high-rise buildings, watch them entertain guests, watch them...,,,,,,,, But I have been mediocre and inactive for more than ten years...