Reborn in the Apocalypse: I’m Not That Overpowered, Am I?

I don't remember who I am. I only remember that I've lived for a very, very long time. So long that even I can't remember, but it's not because I'm immortal. It's because of reincarnation.

I've reincarnated ninety-nine times.

Every time, my final fate is to die horribly in the Apocalypse.

After all these reincarnations, I've become a dominant force in the Apocalypse every time,

but somehow, I always end up dying a horrible death.

And I can never escape the shackles of reincarnation. But is something wrong with this rebirth point? I was supposed to be reborn as a man, not a woman.