Love the Sky and Hate the Sea: the School Beauty Makes Me Feel Painful and Addicted

Xiao Luojue, an otaku who writes novels, is sober, rational, and never stops for anyone. He clearly understands that love is just a dopamine scam and a redundancy in evolutionary history. Emotions are the highest level of time cost, and ROI is negative. Her name was Su Nian, the beauty of Jiangnan University. She was 19 years old. She was robbed of her wages by her biological father. She suffered from chronic malnutrition and fainted in front of my car. Su Nian, thinking about her is unforgettable, obsession and nostalgia. From then on, all my sanity was crushed by these words. I missed her, blamed her, hated her, and still missed her. She understands my ruthlessness, and I pity her humbleness. We tested each other, pulled each other, saw each other clearly, and were stubborn and refused to admit it. This pulling feeling of wanting to run away intellectually and being dragged down emotionally is really painful, but the addiction is also really addictive. It is both scary and fascinating, you want to escape but you can't escape, you want to stay but you are afraid. I hate that she understands me too well, but I am afraid that she is the only one who understands me. I love that she can see so clearly, but I am afraid that she will see too clearly and stop reading. It is said that no matter how deep the sea of ​​hatred is, it all comes from love and the sky. The sea and the sky are the same color, and love and hate come from the same source. Love is the background of hate, and hate is the backlash of love. So I hate that the bright moon is hanging high in the sky and does not shine on me alone. There are no sober single nobles in this world, but before meeting that person, they thought that all the calamities had nothing to do with them. Only when you meet it will you know - seeing through is rational, being tempted is losing control. The word "love" can only be written in eleven strokes, but falling in it will last a lifetime.