[Rebirth | Redemption | Male protagonist's perspective | Fateful sadomasochism]
7 years of hiding my thoughts, guarding the outcome of life and death alone.
Shen Zhiyan was reborn. Back to the first day of his senior year of high school, before she rescued him.
He knew she would die seven years later - earthquake, rubble, she pushed him out and was buried in it. He knew he would forget her and knelt in front of the tombstone not knowing who he was guarding.
He remembered it all. This time, he wouldn't let her stand in front. This time, it was him who protected her.
She didn't know what the note "7 years" on her phone meant. I don't know that he is waiting for a heavy snowfall in seven years.
She will die in seven years,
But he won't let her die.
He has a notebook that is used to record memories. He writes her name into the diary, into notes on the phone, and into every corner that will not be erased by time. Because he knew that he would forget her after seven years - but before that, he wanted her to remember that someone lived twice for her.
Once in the way of memory and once in the way of companionship.
Late one night, Shen Ze chatted with him on his mobile phone
Shen Ze: If you are destined to have no ending with the person you love, is it a process of choice or leaving?
Shen Zhiyan: I choose the process.
Shen Ze:? ? ?
Later, Rules asked him if he was willing to exchange her life for an equal price.
"The price? Just something of no use."
His selection process, seven years later, he will forget that he chose.