Star Language Dream Star State

There is a person I have been dreaming about since I dropped out of school in the first grade of junior high school. He was my elementary school classmate. We were in the same class in the first semester of junior high school. After dropping out of school, I would dream about him every two or three months. It has been almost ten years now. On July 14, 2026, I added his WeChat account and used a fake name and my friend's identity and background to chat with him. After chatting for five days, I fell in love with him. Me, he said he was afraid of me. I wanted to know why, but I couldn't ask directly. I could only continue to forge another identity and told him that the photo was of a friend. Later he told me the reason why he was afraid of me. It was completely different from what I remembered. It was completely different. I didn't dare to tell him who I was, so I could only continue to deceive. After the fall, I impulsively posted a message on Moments. My sister saw it and sent it to my parents. My parents called me to scold me. After that, my parents called me every day to scold me and told me not to date online. I said over and over again that it was not online dating, but a primary school classmate. The mental exertion of the past few days was too much for me to bear, so I went to sleep with my best friend. I couldn't sleep all night. When I woke up in the morning, I couldn't stand upright to drink water and fell. She had no choice but to take me to the hospital. Later, I went to his city and met. His eyes were very gentle that night. I didn't dare to look at him. I went to see him again the next night. His eyes were extremely cold. He told me that the person he saw last night was not me, but the person I made up. We were both heartbroken. I apologized to him over and over again. I knew that I had hurt him and I deserved death. That was the end.