Su Ho first met Lu Jianshen at a painting exhibition. She stood in front of the painting and said, "The person in the painting is not waiting for someone to come, he is waiting for himself to leave." He stood behind her and looked at her for a long time. Later she realized that what he was looking at was not her - it was Bai Yueguang who had been dead for seven years and he still hasn't been able to get over it.
With a contract, she became a substitute. The closet was filled with clothes that didn't belong to her, and there were gardenias that another woman liked on the dining table. When he had a fever, he held her hand and called "Lin Lan." She endured it all. She thought she was good enough and quiet enough, and one day he would see her.
Later she became pregnant. He began to change - learning to cook, growing sunflowers, kneeling in front of her and proposing. He said: "Su Ho, I love you." The sunflowers bloomed and the child was born. He drew a crooked picture and said that he would be able to draw it well if he practiced slowly. She leaned on his shoulder and looked at the smiling flowers in the yard: "Lu Jianshen, I am so happy."
But she didn't tell him that she had been diagnosed with leukemia long ago. In order to save her child, she stopped all medications. She locked the statement of refusal of treatment in a drawer and said to the doctor: "Please keep it secret. Let him be happy in his last days."
That night, he picked her up on the bathroom floor, covered in blood. She used her last strength to hold his collar, with the same gentle curve at the corner of her mouth: "Don't be afraid. I am very happy in this life. My daughter's name is Lu Niansu - I miss her, Su from Suho."
Sunflowers bloom every year. He took his daughter to the monument and buried the new seeds next to it. "Suho, I will water your flowers in the next life."
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