It took her a long time to figure out one thing: being arranged does not mean being loved, and being close does not mean being left behind.
She chased one person, leaned on one person, and later moved into another person's home - that person said that he himself was not sure what "staying" meant, but when she asked "Can I stay for a few more days," he said, "You can stay as long as you want."
From "I will follow whoever wants me" to "I will stay with whomever I want to stay", she has been gone for a long time. It was also from that time that she began to truly choose for herself.
