I Wish Ping’an Well with Hatred, and Love Ping’an Wu

Two male leads / angst / unrequited love / enemies to lovers Zhu Ping'an's life was a tragedy from the moment he was born, rotten to the core. Born into filth and raised amid scorn, he was abused, misunderstood, and trampled into the mire by the boy he loved when he was young. Bearing scars all over his body, he left for a foreign country, changed his name to Wu Ping'an, and grew his hair long. Four years later, he returned. Beneath the shifting lights of a bar, the unruly and flamboyant Fu Yuanxing fell in love with him at first sight, showering him with tenderness and pursuing him with fervent devotion. Fu Yuanxing thought he had fallen for the purest “girl” in the world. Until the night they bared their hearts, and their clothes fell away... The lover he cherished was none other than Zhu Ping'an, whom he had hated for years. Looking at the familiar old scars and the outline of the boy beneath him, Fu Yuanxing's love vanished from his eyes, leaving only overwhelming hatred and visceral disgust. “Zhu Ping'an, you really are shameless. You actually used a trick like this to get back at me?” Fu Yuanxing hated his sordid past and hated his lies! And yet love and hate were intertwined to the bone, sunk deep into his heart and lungs. Later, Fu Yuanxing humbled himself and clung to him with obsessive desperation, asking only for another chance.