A gentle, insecure bottom and a brilliant, privileged top who guides him
A short-to-medium-length story, with a reborn top, bittersweet angst, and unrequited love
Song Zhizhu died in a plane crash. Even as he died, he was still thinking of Xie Chongshan. What a shame he hadn't been able to look at him for a few more years. He didn't want to leave him.
It was the first time Xie Chongshan had ever liked someone, and he was nervous. But before he could confess to the person he loved, he heard the news that he had died. It was only then that Xie Chongshan learned that the person he loved had loved him too. But before he could do anything, Song Zhizhu was gone.
How could the world treat him this way? Xie Chongshan couldn't understand! He stumbled through the next few months until he realized he couldn't go on living in a world without Song Zhizhu. One late night, clutching the only photo he had with Song Zhizhu, he went to find him...
Luckily, he really did find Song Zhizhu, young again. And he discovered that Song Zhizhu had loved him for a very, very long time.
Song Zhizhu: The person I love is an extraordinary prodigy. I'm not good enough for him, so I quietly protect him, gaze up at him in a crowd, and miss him in the dark.
Do you know why my name is Song Zhizhu? Because knowing contentment brings happiness.
Xie Chongshan: Song Zhizhu, you're so cruel. You love me, but you won't let me love you. But that's all right. I'm cruel too, and I'm going to love you anyway.