Lin Wan spent half his life in mud, carrying all the wind and frost alone. His old house was destroyed for more than 20 years and he had no way to appeal. His marriage broke up and he supported his disabled father and two children by himself. He struggled with the shortage of food and rice every day and the long nights of grievance. She is kind to others, tolerant in dealing with things, and compromises for her family in everything. She has been burdened all her life and has never lived for herself for a day. There are spring breezes, fireworks, and warmth of flesh and blood in the world, but it also hides injustice, poverty, loneliness, and endless suffering. During countless sleepless nights, she asked repeatedly in her heart: If reincarnation really existed, would she still be willing to set foot in this world? After experiencing joys and sorrows, and suffering for half her life, she finally got the answer - she has no regrets in this life, and if there is an afterlife, she does not want to re-enter the world, without being bound by the world, and without experiencing all kinds of sadness.